DONT LOSE EVERYTHING FOR SOMEONE!!!
Mar 9, 2019
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welcome to Saturday / Friday you guys
know that this is just how I've been
doing my vlogs lately and it's just been
easier I just kind of my vlogs all go
into each other you know but I'm putting
a vlog out every single day so that's
that's the key right okay anyways I want
to kind of address an elephant in the
room and the elephant isn't me I promise
please don't think it's me I have had
multiple multiple multiple messages
about pink fairy and what's going on
with her channel you guys have you know
asked because you guys have gone to her
channel realized that there's no videos
and she's just like vanished and I just
want to let you guys know I know just as
much as you guys and that is really we
don't know nothing
you know pink fairy hasn't come on and
disclosed any information as to why she
chose to take her channel down there are
speculation videos going on right now
that are just like on the rampage of
what everybody thinks is going on but I
don't think anybody who clearly has
heard it from pink fairy herself as to
why she's chosen to take her channel
down so just be really kind and cautious
as you guys are watching different
channels of speculations conspiracies
and what all your guises and visions are
and thoughts are about it because we
really don't know and I'm not going to
answer that question because I don't
know I haven't really spent much time
watching the videos that people are
saying what they think they think is
going on with her because I don't think
it's fair you know
I think that that's kind of how drama
starts I think that's how you know
things starts turn around and bowling
starts and everything else starts is by
people assuming they think they know the
story and then they start making videos
about it and in reality you really don't
know unless you have her on your channel
to explain it so I've not crossed and
shamed to anybody that has made a video
about Pinkberry
everybody has the right to make videos
as they please on their channel but for
me personally I'm not going to make a
channel or a channel I do have a channel
I am NOT going to make a video about my
thoughts and theories of what's gonna
happen or what has happened because
that's just not fair for me to do and I
would never want somebody to do that for
me I mean we don't know it could
possibly be something very very serious
as to be very very very nonchalant and
could be as she just burnt out I mean
it's very simple having a YouTube
channel can can take a lot you know it's
a lot of responsibility I don't think
people realize how responsible I mean
how much time it takes and energy it
really honestly takes to have a channel
especially when you want to grow that
channel to be a very successful channel
I think that it takes a lot of time and
sometimes I think people overwhelm
themselves and they burn out but am I
saying that's what happened
no because again I don't know I'm just
saying that's my thing is that having
channels are very exhausting sometimes
and that's why on my channel we've kind
of went from de vlogs to they kind of
roll into each other day vlogs because
you're getting a little bit from
yesterday into today and every day you
get a video you get me checking in with
you all over the place but I like that
and that's just something that I've
started just recently because that's
just kind of how I like it
I think that you know Dave vloggers
they're expected so much of different
things and in reality I'm finding out
that day vloggers do everything they go
from showing you shopping
videos to sit down videos to family
videos to reading videos to counseling
videos I mean day vloggers do everything
because you pretty much are seen an
insight of everything that's going on
within my life during that day some days
are exciting in other days are like whoa
haha watch is this yesterday was one of
those whoa what is this kind of day
because I worked on tumblers and
vinylene all day yesterday I mean
literally all day I was at my desk
working on tumblers getting things
squared away Melling off some orders
that need to be mailed off finishing up
some vinylene that needed to be
finalized I mean it was yesterday was a
busy day for me but it was a working day
for me versus today I'm gonna take a
little bit of time for myself and I'm
gonna go and just take a nice little
Drive and maybe go check out a couple
places just to go look and see what is
out there I mean I just
just taking some sweet time for myself
um just because I need it I have been
busy busy lately and so I I just need
one day of de-escalating a little bit
and just relaxing so that's what I'm
gonna do before I forget we are going to
be doing our reading here in just a
second so if you have the book and you
want to read along this is the time you
want to grab your book and I will get
back to that in a second I want to show
you guys Susie by the C's cup I am
finished with it let me tell y'all it
was a busy cup this one kept me busy
yesterday but I love it I love how it
turned out
it is amazing it's beautiful I am so
excited to show it to you guys and I
can't wait for Susie to have it in her
hands
it just started at 72-hour processing so
it's cured but I wait 72 hours and then
I wash it and then I wait another 24
hours from there and then it's free to
go from there so that's just how I do it
personally not everybody does it that
way I do it that way because I want to
make sure that everything is cured
sealed and ready to go and if I wash it
in 24 hours it's showing a little bit of
something weird it clearly didn't seal
right or something and then we I have to
strip it and redo it I haven't had that
issue yet thank God
doesn't mean it can't happen because I
have learned that many many things can
happen making a cop
very very ultimately so here is and I'm
going to cover the top part so the
silver doesn't shine up into your eyes
eyes but here is Susie by the C's Cup
and she gave me permission to show the
cup to you guys and I'm sure Susie is
seen this as well sorry I know it's the
lighting is not the best that's why I'm
trying to cover so it doesn't glare
there's seashells a little crab and then
the bottom is just sand yeah that's her
cup and this is a 30 ounce cup so she
actually got a surprise cuz she
originally I think thought that she was
getting a 24 ounce cup and I actually
got one of the 30 ounces and was able to
make that for her so anyways I am so
excited yeah that I got that cup done so
Susie you'll be getting your cup soon
Jennifer your cup is going out as well I
am so sorry I know I have lagged up on
that cup you're getting your cup I
promise
and also sapphire Seattle sapphire your
stuff is gonna be on its way as well so
this week I'm getting everything milled
off so I'm doing I'm doing I'm doing
let's pull up our books okay so we are
on February 6th boy we're about mmm oh
we're almost halfway through the book
you guys won't have to be looking for a
new book okay think about everything you
have fought through to get to where you
are right now why would you even
consider allowing someone in your life
who threatens to destroy all the
progress you've made
holy moly
hahaha let's read that one one more time
think about everything you fought
through to get to where you are right
now why would you even consider allowing
someone in your life who threat
to destroy all the progress you've made
wow you guys Wow again that speaks so
much volumes because that is so true
like you work so hard for so many things
and you can allow one wrong person into
your life that will destroy everything
you've worked so hard for over this week
I will say that I was really shown some
major grace with a friend of mine and
this friend and I have been friends
since I was in beauty school so I've
known her since 2004 and actually know
the end of 2003 no 2004 2004 um this
friend and I she you know she doesn't
live here in Salem anymore she had to
move out of state but we still you know
we're still could stay connected and
things like that and I knew that when I
needed that one time of a friend at the
ultimate time I knew I could always pick
up my phone and she would be right there
and she was right there and got me
through a really tough moment this week
and honestly I could not think her
enough and it really showed me that
sometimes friends can be more to you
than anything and can bring out the best
in you but then there are some friends
if you want to consider that word friend
that could come in and just take away
and destroy everything you work so hard
to come through and that is not just
like work stuff we're talking I mean it
could be all the way down to just in
general like you know emotionally you
can go so far and heal so well and let
one wrong person in and that could
destroy everything you've worked so hard
for emotionally to build and heal
yourself and so it's very important as
you're allowing people into your life
and you're building friendships and
relationships and
and things like that that you really
make sure that as you're allowing those
people in that you use your antennas
that's how I that's what I've always
used use your antennas really zoom in on
them really read who they are see what
they're really intentions are and see if
it's gonna be a benefit to you as a
friend as a person because you know if
that relationship is not gonna bring
anything good out of it then it's
honestly not worth the time or that you
know so if it's not gonna bring out the
best in you as a person and as a
relationship building then you really
really really really really need to
realize if it's going to hinder
everything that you've worked hard for
because you don't want somebody to come
into your life that will destroy the
trust that you have built with others
because one person that can ruin the
trust that you have built with others is
so sad but it's happened it's happened
to me you know you want to see the best
in everybody and then that one person
can come in come in with their donut
face one person come in and destroy
everything that you had feelings for as
a trust person and so yeah just don't
don't allow somebody to come into your
life that will destroy everything you
have worked so hard for because at the
end of the day you're gonna be the only
one listens left to pick up those pieces
that were broken so anyways my vlog is
short today you guys because I am gonna
go and spend time by myself I need it
and I need to edit this video and get
this one up for you guys and that way I
could check in with you guys here or not
it'll break maybe I'll take you guys
along with me for shop shop and date
we'll see anyways I hope you guys have a
wonderful wonderful day and I will check
in with you guys here a little bit later
